Ba’t di pa sabihin
Ang hindi mo maamin
Ipauubaya na lang ba ‘to sa hangin
‘Wag mo ikatakot
Ang bulong ng damdamin mo
Naririto ako’t nakikinig sa’yo
Every time I dine with a friend this song by Up Dharma Down is either sung by a live acoustic band or played on the restaurant’s MP3 list. This very verse of the song seems to reverberate as if telling me something about a situation which keeps remaining unspoken.
Tadhana means ‘destiny‘.
Destiny means that the universe conspires to lead and point you to that same direction you are meant to take. It may seem cliché and a bit overbearing to hear people (see FB posts) saying “it must be fate/destiny” or “this is my fate/destiny” but it really does happen. It’s either that there are so many distractions that you have to concentrate really hard to hear that voice of destiny or you’re just not paying attention at all.
I currently find myself in a situation where I am being led or pointed to a direction that seems so very clear yet so clouded by doubt and uncertainty. The optimistic me says to trudge on and find out what really lies beyond but I am also being held back by solicited and unsolicited advises by people very dear to me. (Like for example: should I go for Samsung Galaxy C5 or Asus Zenfone 3 since Zenfone seems to be releasing first? Or should I wait for Samsung Galaxy C5 or go for C7 instead and wait a little longer before getting a new phone?) BUT, I remember being told to close my eyes and listen to that very tiny voice that speaks out the right answer for me. What if I heard wrong though? What if I made a mistake? A huge one at that? What do I do after that? I’m glad I am being trained to always be resourceful and prepare for any alternatives should plan A, B and C fail.
So, we return to that verse on the song that seems to speak volumes. The thing is, it’s not my problem but I really want to figure out if it’s true or not. I just want to know. If it’s true then fine. If not, then fine too. I guess it’s fun to live the life instead of skipping to read the ending while I am just in the first few chapters.
I guess I have to wait for destiny to unfold.